I went to your funeral today I wasn’t happy
I knew you got carried away and died
I never thought you wanted  your life to be snappy.
I hate myself for the moments that I have tried.
Passion in my eyes never resulted.
Me not knowing happy or sad.
Inside me I was so consulted.
The distance between us just made me crazy mad.
The day that we committed to all our hopes and dreams.
I just  thought of the moments we shared.
Now all I can hear are my screams.
I didn’t want to step in that much I would never dare.
You lead my life like a beam.
Of the light in which I stare up in the sky.
This is what my life would seem.
Then that morning I saw something fly.
I raised my head and thought there she is living her life.
We consumed each other by thoughts everyday.
I just always did strive.
I never wanted to be a stray.
Now this sadness reawakens.
So inattentive I opened my eyes.
For this moment has only made me shaken.
I forgot about all the lies.
My eyes just flowing with tears.
That I will never see you here.
Drop after drop they fall
Then I hear a call
Its time for me to be awaken
I wish this was only a dream I was experiencing
Yet before my life is taken
The looks of your death were too deceiving
What I will do now.
Is this the result in my life
I know I will just bow
Ill go as high as I can and just dive
I know that maybe ill fly
For I have nothing to fear as I have died
I live strong to your song
The angels voices gives me speeches
About the distance that our love has been reaching.
Contaminating the air
My life now is just fair
Death over fire
Your flames will burn
I will freeze them
So our love is not hurt.
The sun  can melt the distance
That it has grown
It cant stop our existence
It will grow beyond reaches.
Here I give my preaches.
Then I just smile
I just leave remembering us as Childs. =D
For the fun and serenity in our grace. There will always be a living trace.